I quickly found out in high school that I was clueless in terms of dealing with girls. I was always really shy and never knew how to approach them. I can see much more evident now that I needed a Father's guidance, especially during those confusing years. Who should I have asked? Not sure. Didn't want to bother anyone or maybe I didn't feel comfortable to ask. Daddy where are you now? Nowhere to be found...I thought. As my celestial Father was waiting for me to start listening to Him. But, I didn't.
The game became just that, a game. Should I make this a numbers game, go out with as many girls as possible? Should I try to find love in all the wrong places? Who to ask? Who to bother? I guess when you are living a life without direction you take your chances and hope for the best. Lets just say I found myself in several messes leading up to the end of my senior year. The theme of this story would take a turn for the worse when I entered College. Another confused, desperate chapter in my life.
Thank you Lord for allowing me to value Your creation as a precious gift.
